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Empathy: The Glue That Holds Humanity Together

Posted on March 10, 2022March 11, 2022 by Pamela Tsigdinos

There are few things harder than bearing witness to suffering, grief, or pain. When we hear someone’s sorrow in their breaking voice, our hearts clench. Our eyes well up.

Empathy, the glue that holds humanity together, kicks in. Empathy causes us to ache in unison. We cast about, sometimes helplessly, to find a way to bring some comfort.

That’s certainly how I felt participating in Slate’s latest The Waves podcast: What I Wish I Knew Before I Started IVF.

(Note: My portion of the podcast discussion begins ~23 minutes in.)

Empathy’s Power

Producer Cheyna Roth conveys her infertility and failed IVF story by turns with a journalist’s curiosity and then with poignant emotion. For more than a decade, I’ve known the best way to work through grief is to help someone else wrestling with their grief.  It helps to hear someone else acknowledge and validate it, particularly when it’s infertility and IVF’s disenfranchised grief.

Cheyna’s recent embryo transfer loss and resulting heartache led her to questions about what to do next. Her voice echoed my own once searching anguish.

Grief Is a Form of Love

The lack of off ramps and social safety nets is one of the reasons I agreed to participate in this Slate discussion. Cheyna first reached out after coming across my latest peer-reviewed article. She requested a copy as part of her research and noted in our podcast discussion:

“Your piece, ‘An IVF Survivor Unravels “Fertility” Industry Narratives,’ is difficult to read in a good way in that I identified with so much of it; it is very powerfully written.

That was a relief to hear. I’ve had mixed responses to my infertility and failed IVF disclosures over the years. The knives came out when I first revealed my infertility and IVF ‘childling’ grief to The New York Times in 2008.  There were more than a few empathy deprived comments.

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My gut reaction, after I speak or write about this still taboo topic, is to assume a defensive posture.  I instinctively wonder, with some trepidation, how new readers and listeners will respond to these sorts of stories. I know from experience, it’s best to channel the strength of all the resilient women I’ve known through the years — you who have walked in my shoes. With your support as my armor, I knew I could once again face any slags or judgements.

Back Into the Darkness

It’s not easy to revisit painful periods in our lives. There’s a rawness that grabs hold of our hearts. You can hear it in this soundbyte:

"When we went through loss with IVF, it was literally like being shut out of the world."

On The Waves, producer @Cheyna_R talks with @PamelaJeanne about infertility treatments—and what happens when they don't work.

Listen now: https://t.co/2JKNHIRqaL pic.twitter.com/y4ClYbn5bl

— Slate (@Slate) March 10, 2022

There are more confessions throughout our discussion, like the times we each saw adorable babies and toddlers in the grocery story soon after learning our children-to-be didn’t survive beyond the embryo transfers.  Conversations on infertility impacts and IVF losses usually take place in carefully guarded spaces. You know, anonymous online forums, blogs, or whispered over tea — or something stronger — in a back corner booth.

With this new podcast, I hope a new generation of women and men hear their stories reflected in ours. I also hope the ‘fertility’ industry does some soul-searching about how to move from procedure-based to patient-centered care. As I’ve written before, false hope serves no one well.  Whereas, empathy goes a long way …

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My offer stands. Anyone who would like a copy of my full IVF Survivor peer-reviewed journal article (now behind a payment wall) need only reach out in the comments for a copy. And now, a few other posts that may help those finding this blog for the first time:

Casting off Chains of Infertility: Fertility Diary, The Life of Pi and Search for Peace

Oh, Betty! I So Get You

Ending Fertility Treatment Equated with Madness?

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4 thoughts on “Empathy: The Glue That Holds Humanity Together”

  1. Mali says:
    March 10, 2022 at 11:44 pm

    Pamela, that was excellent! You were so compassionate and informative. And OMG, Cheyna Roth was so brave to put her experience out there, along with her colleague. Brava to all involved in this.

    Reply
    1. Pamela Tsigdinos says:
      March 11, 2022 at 10:55 am

      Thank you, Mali. It is not an easy topic, as we know all too well. It was surprising to me how easy it was to become emotional once again … the trauma is clearly never far from the surface. After we ended our discussion, I started shaking uncontrollably—it was as if my body was trying once again to release the pent up grief denied years ago. xx

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  2. loribeth says:
    March 11, 2022 at 3:02 pm

    Just finished listening — thank you, Pamela (and Cheyna, and Jenee (sp?) ) — that was a really excellent and very frank discussion. I must admit I had to wipe away some tears, especially over Cheyna’s letter to Baby M at the very end. As you said to Mali above, the trauma is never far from the surface…

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